Lord, why did you have to be so cruel?
To protect privacy, I have used ***** and ##### in place of naming the relationships.
You in bold (You) refers to the Lord.
I was awaiting a joyous announcement
of the birth of one of my *****sā first son
Instead, I received a sad and disheartening
news of still birth, zapping me like a taser gun
It felt as if I got hit with a ton of bricks
It crushed my spirits and tore my heart
Words can not express my sorrow
My soul & body seem to be coming apart